As I've told people before, racing is worse than any drug addiction you could think of. I "got out" twice before.. first from Micro Sprints, only to get back in again in 2001 to run Street Stocks and Sportsman. In 2007 I sold out with no intentions of getting back in. In the mean time I have been working for a Grand-Am team, working on and even driving the cars. Unfortunately this year, after finally being happy with the decision to not race (after 2 years struggling with it) someone gave me the opportunity to go racing again and needless to say there is a new Bicknell sitting in my shop, despite my better judgement. moral of the story, don't argue with it, don't deny it, don't fight it. No matter what, in the end your going to be racing anyway.