ya football and racing day by day he'll be back to normal in no time i was down at giesinger that same week due to my girlfriend had preclampsa and had to have an emegerncey sea-section done at 32 weeks we were there on a thursday she had the baby on a saturday then she was still in the hospital that next thursday she was like go get the racecar ready i want you to race i worked on it all night she let me race every friday since may11 the next week i heard about michael and i was like if i knew my way around the hospital i would go up and give him a shirt or something that would get his mind off of things  but we now have are zoey at home for the first week she is doing well and i hope michael is doing well and he will be back in the pits and throwing a football in know time

How is micheal doing btw

i dont have time for your drama i have a life beisdes raceny and my daughter is still fighting for here life and i like seeing here every day i can when im not working to pay here medical bills so if you really want to start drama right nows not the time or place for me right now im telling you that bc right now i just dont give a f about anything but here good health and all the good i hear shes doing for guisinger hospital and the only free time i get from to not think about the hospital is when im on the track competing and all my winnings and this season that the races i can race is donated to my daughter zoey lynn benjamin so i dont want to hear another word about my long setences

im not out there to make enemys with the track im out there to compete every week to win and have fun racing i do it bc i love the sport and yes i am a rookie and i know im not the best driver in the world but i still try my best every week i race to learn from the mistakes i did get alil carried away friday when i they told me they didnt have a pay out for me but if it wasnt for what i make every week i race i wouldnt be able to afford to race week in and week out hopefully you can figure out dawn where i finished so i can compete and john i make one comment and now im a bad guy i addimt when ive said something that i shouldnt say on here and i should bring up with the track but i cant change what was said when i was upset about something you of all people should know as a past crew member what a pay out means to a driver that wants to compete every week but i cant if i dont get paid for atleast my postion on that they have me at with no words saying i was dq and thats why i just walked away instead of saying something i would have regret hopefully they can figure it out so we can get back to the racing instead of people argueing on this website

flaggers where alot quicker with the yellow this week good job this week its a shame when you get ran over know how people feel on that one was there this week had a fast car but some people think that they need to run you over instead of racing you heads up had a torn up racecar almost every week that ive been there and i barely ever complain about anything i was just saying how it could have been alot worse the fourth week for my car i have alot of time and money and low sponsarships that want me to race every week i can
i know i havent raced every week due to early family issue but i want to be able to race every week and still have time for my daughter who is currenlty at guiseinger hospital in the nic unit getting stronger every week but i wont be able to race every week if i have a torn up car for all who is consered how she is doing she is over 4lbs she is doing amazing but still has a feeding tube hopefully she will come home monday but only time will tell when she does come home

funny

its funny cause im not whinning or complaing im just saying